Verse, Verdict, Validation

  Is this Love or Pain how do I know Neither stops once they begin All I can do is allow it to flow And marvel at how tears are love’s twin Is this me missing your presence Reminiscing every single moment Or is it me tearing down your essence Entangled in my being as love’s embodiment Picking at the threads one at a time Unravelling myself down to my core Unsure what is you & what was always mine An eternity this will take to explore Varsha Pandit 27 January 2025

  Dream walking imagination On a Rainbow of perception Am I nearing the core Or stepping out to the fore Each step transforming Each thought evolving Make what you will It is me still Rujuta Tandel & Varsha Pandit 11 September 2024

Dissolve & repeat, Or Desert & repeat Life seems to take a turn But then it’s really a re-run Do you want something new Are you sure you’re not askew Change is just “You”, understand Or it will always leave you disband Varsha Pandit 15 September 2024

  Capricious yet sound Rally of thoughts profound Audacious to a fault Precariousness I do exalt Presence arduous Reward marvellous If U want to be feral Resist at your peril Varsha Pandit 23 September 2024

  How do you work on me Flashing what I don’t want to see No control I have on you Yet you possess every bit of me Is this what I want to be In my breath no air of me Alter & mend me any way u wish Lest I ever make my own bliss Trust in you do I want to give As if I have even have that prerogative Varsha Pandit 30 September 2024

  Path unwritten, Word unspoken Past inconclusive, Future incomprehensive Heart unhinged, Love unbridled Eyes impassion, Souls intertwine Dreams rekindle, Hopes entangle Whispers of eternity, in Love’s single Varsha Pandit 6 October 2024

  Fallacy telling me life stops Yet each moment my heart hops Prejudice whispering I’ll be alone Yet every day I’m in the Zone Making a virtue of this pain Does that really signal gain Romanticising melancholy and longing Is it truly better than random belonging When both are just an evolutionary response Survival triggered in honest nonchalance So stop this endless debate Breathe, love & create your fate Varsha Pandit 14 October 2024

The day in time When I met mine Precocious & sublime For her I pine In an epoch prime Breathing in divine Curated perfect mime You want to make her thine Varsha Pandit 17 October 2024  

  True is everything I want to guile Untrue is everything I want to beguile Synapses decide for me Interpretations pre-loaded Aggregate of traits you call me Were only what you goaded Concrete & real is a negative Let it unfold to discover Dissolution of truth is imperative For charm of life to recover Varsha Pandit 18 October 2024

No rules, No grimace Just us 2 fools, who r a Flying ace A stolen glance & mild caress Slowly enhance & obsess Thought & time will fade When our hearts we trade Until walking in to forever We chose to always be together Varsha Pandit 29 October 2024  

 Nothing else matters It's you It's me Noone else exists Nothing else matters It's not us against the world WE are our world I cannot see anyone else You should not hear anyone else Look in my eyes Hold my hand Walk into our forever It's now or never Varsha Pandit 2 November 2024

Is this pain Or is this just me adapting Is this grief Or is this just me evolving Is this jubilation Or is this just me growing Is this bliss Or is this just me transitioning Is this passion Or is this just me metamorphosing Is this devotion Or is this just me progressing Is what I feel ever real Or are they just growth pangs Is this confusion Or is this just me finding clarity Varsha Pandit 8 November 2024

  A moment’s disaster Can it wreck what we foster Are we so mundane To break up & wane I believe we are strong But I can be wrong Show up for me & say We won’t wither & fray This is stronger than you see I will live it with you & be Varsha Pandit 11 November 2024

 In a moment of purity Lies the beauty of Infinity Hold me now evidently It's only simple alchemy Providence speaks explicitly We belong together intimately Varsha Pandit 14 January 2025

  Do I enjoy living in confusion Delving deeper in evasion Not allowing clarity to beckon Blocking it upfront I reckon Is this my trepidatious instinct to survive Or just me waiting for your love to arrive  Varsha Pandit 24 January 2025

  Why do I fall for you Again & again Every day anew When I know it’s not true And I have nothing to gain Except scatter my dreams askew Maybe this is my soul’s clue Only you are meant to remain And have my innocence renew Varsha Pandit 12 January 2025

  Why do you Desire me Your heart Discerns me Your thoughts Dissent me Your soul is Devoted to me This is why you Detain me In you I Dissolve Never thinking to Defend This is the Demise of me I accept you as my Destiny Varsha Pandit 10 January 2025  

  Why this insane insistence to win Why did failure become such a sin   Stay on & suffer in silence is the game When did I agree to put down my name ?   Artificial structures of pretense built all around Held in place by my will to live, they abound   What happens if I die & let them crash, I wonder Sit still on the shore, let you revel in your blunder   Distraught & destroyed, I am either way But do I want the pain of keeping you away   Is this even my choice to make Or did I sign over my right to break Varsha Pandit 5 January 2025  

  U walked in my life u took my heart u took my life we became a path existence gave me "your" reason to be i bloomed i flowered joyful & free the deepest the purest part of me, i offered to you for all eternity u purified the very essence of me, which includedeverybody and now there is no u there is no me we are both merged in infinity. Varsha Pandit September 2017

  To build a box of memories.... Bit by bit into it I feed Standards & laws, Formulas & theories Sections & rules, Everything else I need. Read, Repeat, Revise & Recite Recollect, Rearrange, Reassure & Recap Leaving no blank, fill all the space Then lock it up with hope & faith The box will be unlocked whenever you ask & it can be discarded on completion of the task!!!!!! Varsha Pandit April 2010

  You branded me as a rebel, refused to see the love in me Truth is the sword you've used, to kill all the good left in me Now to spite you in your face, bad is exactly what i will be To ensure you see what you lost, the moment you walked out on me Varsha Pandit February 2010

  A game is what you are playing with me do you really think i'm so naive to not see while i enjoy watching you play your cards letting you believe i'm blind to that part An awful lot of yourself you reveal to me more than your words would ever speak and when you are finally done thinking you have won darling, that's when My game would have just begun Varsha Pandit February 2010

  They are glimmering pools of mystery Ablaze with a burning passion They seek out each other from a crowd Deeper than oceans their connection When they finally meet at the horizon It's a time & space beyond comprehension The exquisite unfathomable fascinating vortex of love Paves their path toward singularity An irresistible yearning eternally complete Their souls have mated forever Varsha Pandit February 2010

  As the sun sets by the sea My face begins to glow He bids farewell to me and yet I purely know He'll rise again tom then to him myself i'll show My glow still shining through the depth of my love he'll know. Varsha Pandit January 2010

  I wish I could say something I wish you would do something To reverse this time To erase this memory I wish we were together again I wish we had only each other to gain Then I wake up and see My wishes are not to be Varsha Pandit January 2010

  spreading my wings i want to fly going way beyond the great blue sky he tries to entice & distract me but a golden cage is all i see what i desire is a deep bond but bound to him i will be not blue & white hues beckon to carry me off in their arms i'd rather be lost Varsha Pandit January 2010

  Too many questions No answers I find Too much chaos Cant clam my mind Lost in the woods all alone Can't see the path to get back home. Varsha Pandit December 2009

  he says i'm a kid, calls me "BABY" i smile and say that's who i want to be a "Baby" can laugh, smile & giggle "Baby" can also cry, wail & weep throw tantrums, hug & snuggle and all this he'll only find sweet a "Baby" can be care free she knows he'll care for me a "Baby" can sleep in his arms at night and ask him to hold her tight a "Baby" doesn't complain, nag or fight a "Baby" also doesn't always wanna be right a "Baby" only needs, all the time, her hand to be held tight if he does just that... her whole world will always be alright so it really makes me happy.... to hear him call me "Baby"... because trust me my love.... that just who you'll find in me.... Varsha Pandit  December 2009

  I need to get myself a Bike.... who I can take for a great ride... alone at 3 in the night.... its purely love at first sight.... i'd like to join the ride... if you dont mind.. two best friends riding in the moon light... spending time away from the world's sight... we know not fear... riding away in the fastest gear.... u truly need to get yourself a bike.... so u & me can go for a ride.... Varsha Pandit & Rujuta Tandel December 2009

  i am a prisoner of ME, my dreams, my desires, my pain, my fears....  all of ME comes together to bind me... will i ever know what it is to be free..... when the chains i wear are designed by ME.... but then i see the key.... breaking them also can only be ME.... Varsha Pandit December 2009

  The Dream I build is a part of me..... Never can the other completely see.... When it shatters in a flash... Every cell in me begins to crash... Till I wake up to the fact... That the Dreamer is still intact.... Varsha Pandit June 2009

  Life is a stream, flowing at a mild speed... A dam across it can never succeed....   All I can do is to let it flow.... In it's course on its own it'll grow....   Making way through the rocks so strong it'll be... It needs no support nor guidance from me...   Curving and turning it keeps on going on.... To finally be one with the ocean it sprung from.... Varsha Pandit  May 2009

  The night had come, clearing through, Swooped down on her, to engulf her too....   He held her close to Him, din't let go of her, Just be with me, He whispered in her ear......   Together we will reach the end of this darkness, He kept assuring her, in futility....   She feared not the night but the hand that nestled, Might drop her & be swallowed by the black too....   He begged, He pleaded, raved & ranted, To no avail, she searched everywhere for solace.....   She knew, His embrace was her Home, She longed to drown her fears in His warmth....   Escape, run, hide.... she was bewildered of these, Nothing calmed her demons raging inside....   Then it happened.....   Furious winds, blazing gales, raving torrents all of them, Held back for Eons, All flowed out in a destructive storm....   It took away her fears, cleansed her of them, But it also washed away her Home - His embrace.....   She ...

  what is my love? as simple as you can see   its a bundle of contradictions as exceptional as one can be   it makes my heart softer than butter and even sometimes strong like no other   it makes me vulnerable it makes me weak but it also makes me strong so that all odds i can beat   it give me courage to face the world and at times make me unable to face myself   for my love i can fight the world but my love makes me war with myself   for my love i would die with a smile but my loves compells me to live with a tear   my love gives me warm hug when im alone and makes me feel lonely in a crowd   my love makes me do the most wonderful things yet the same love also brings out the worst in me   my love is a shadow may disappear by day my love is the sun with you every day   my love is the stars a million a dime my love is the moon just one its kind   my love is the pain in my eyes my love is also the joy in my heart   my love ...